I am really curious about something.  Because of my tooth hurting so much i have had to resort to only chewing food with my left side.  I want to know if it's just me or if my taste buds really are crippled from not allowing any food to go near the right side of my mouth.  So I want you all to try to chew with ONLY ONE SIDE of your mouth.  Don't let any of the food near the opposite side and see if it messes with your taste at all.  I know it's pretty random but i'm just really curious.  and no i'm not on any pain pills right now so i'm totally sober.

OMG!  I do believe That I will actually cry if I have to get another root canal.  The last few days one of my teeth have been hurting like mad any time I've eaten anything on that side of my mouth.  At first it was just a dull pain like i had a bruise or something from a punch {since i was not in a fight i should have realized that was a bad sign}.  Now, now i'm almost whimpering from the pain when i let ANYTHING near it.  I really REALLY  do not want to every have to go through another freakin root canal!  They hurt like hell to do and are expensive and fuck.  Plus it's Friday night which means at the rate the pain is i'm going to be so screwed by Monday and that's only if i can get an appointment to do something about it.  Why the hell did this have to happen?!  I brush my teeth and floss and i try to avoid sucking on hard candy because apparently that's a big no no.   SO NOT FAIR!  I want this to just be some random thing that will GO AWAY fast and on it's own which is why i'm certain that i'll be rocking in pain in no time.  

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This song has really grown on me.  It’s called It’s Only Life by Kate Voegele.  She was on One Tree Hill for a few episodes in case you were wondering where you might have heard of her.

It’s Only Life

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Thanks to the Twilight fandom, I have heard some songs that I had not knows about.  That always means I want to share {well usually} with you all a few of the ones I really love to hear.

Taylor by Jack Johnson

Haunted by Kelly Clarkson

This is for Keeps by The Spill Canvas {sounds like it was made specifically for Twilight}

Fallen by Delerium featuring Rani Kamal {actually I heard this one used for a Roswell video but it fits perfectly for Twilight}

You Found Me by Kelly Clarkson

Stay With Me by Danity Kane

Lion by Rebecca St. James

You Belong To Me by Jason Wade

Zip file of all songs


Let me know if any of the links are messed up.  I got a tad bit distracted while uploading them {don’t ask} individually.  I’m pretty sure they are all right but if not then just say something and I’ll fix it.

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I am so over that whole staying up for several days at a time thing.  I like to sleep!  I feels nice even with the nightmares.  The last few days i've been really stressed out and i have no freakin clue why but it kept me from being able to sleep.  Hell i couldnt even relax enough so that my body felt a little less drained.  Add to that a jealous HUGE dog trying to play {kill} with our psycho kitten who is trying to EAT OUR FLESH, a jealous cat who is depressed because he is no longer the resident badass  that rules the house {dog and kitten are kicking his ass so he keeps hiding}, and i just want to SLEEP!!!  shit my chest is burning.  I AM NOT AMUSED!  I'll be begging to be knocked out or drinking heavily if i dont get some sleep soon AND FOR THE LOVE OF MEEEE BRING SOME EXTRA TRANC DARTS FOR THE EVIL CRAZY PEOPLE EATING ANIMALS!  Shit!!  i need sleep

Poll #1220699 Type of camera you have is?
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What kind of camera do you have/use?

I tried to pre-order a copy of the Twilight Calendar from Borders.com and IT WOULDN'T LET ME!  *sobs* I realize i'm addicted to the series but I'm more than ok with that.  What i'm not ok with is the damn site not recognizing the credit card I ALWAYS USE EVERYWHERE ELSE.  It wouldn't even let me use the pay later option.  I just wanted a freakin calendar!  As far as i can tell, it's not being released anywhere else for some bizarre reason.  Is anyone willing to help me out somehow?  Damn stupid stubborn site.  And I was more than willing to do the store pick up option as well but apparently the one near us closed so i'm screwed AND NOT IN A GOOD WAY!

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I am making a list of books to grab tomorrow and am wondering if there is some that you guys are familiar with that I might like.  Obviously, I love the Twilight books by Stephenie Meyer but I am looking for more adult type books.  I love the few I’ve read of the Dark Hunter series by Sherrilyn Kenyon and intend to get as many of those as they have available in the store.  So Supernatural type books, Vampires, Witches, Werewolves, otherworldly fun.  That kind of stuff.  No sad endings please.  I like the happy tingly feelings over the depressed want to curl up and cry feelings.

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I just put together another Twilight Wallpaper.  I can not wait until this movie comes out!

Not to self,

    Clearly you are full since your stomach is about to explode so drinking a fourth bottle of water is just crazy and not the best plan EVER!  Mind over uh thirsty mind.  So stop craving water like a person that's been without it for several days.  Exploading=not so fun! *reachesforbottleofwater*

Minute later    *KABOOOOOOMMMMM*  I knew better and yet i still did it.  Then again that water tastes goooooooodddddd

If Angel farts ONE MORE TIME i'm gonna puke! *gags* Damn dog is going to kill me!

I have been trying to find some pictures for the movie Twilight and having quite a difficult time with it for some strange reason.  What I did find however have been very adorable.  I have no clue who actually took the pictures because I used Yahoo image search so I AM NOT TAKING CREDIT FOR THE PICTURES!  I just put them together to adore.

If you want a different size just let me know.




ETA:  If you know a good place to find Twilight pictures PLEASE TELL ME!

Poll #1212296 Twilight Fans!
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Have You read the Twilight books by Stephenie Meyer?

Excited to see the Twilight Movie

Favorite Vamp

Who do you prefer?

Please please please tell me i am wrong on this.  Is Limewire never going to work for me anymore because i have a router?  I just realized it has not connected for me in quite some time and i'm worried that it's been since I hooked up the router.  I dont have any other troubles downloading ANYTHING else but Limewire just will NOT CONNECT.  If this is the case then what do you all use instead for downloading music?  Dont look at me like i'm a horrid person either because i refuse to pay twenty bucks for ONE FUCKING SONG when i have no idea if i even like the rest on a cd.  If i like several of the songs then i BUY the expensive cd to support the artist.  so if you are wanting to attack me for it then just walk away and relax because i'm having a shit time already i really dont need to be attacked right now.  I JUST WANTED THE DAMN SONGS!!!!  If anyone else has had this problem and figured out how to fix it PLEASE HELP ME!

*pouts* Just in case someone might have these I'm jump right to the begging *poutsmorewhilebegging*

Sexy Boy by Air

fallen by delerium

sunset bell by love spirals downwards

write in water by love spirals downwards

thalheim by David Sylvian

unglued by bob mare

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My dream had Jared Padalecki in it!  We were here at home just hanging out and he suddenly jumped up all hyper saying he wanted to take some pictures of the two of us together.  Clearly, he had a ton of sugar or something because he was like bouncy and laughing all excited.  That man is so freakin hawt.  Ok sorry back to the dream.  I was fine with it cus clearly it was making him happy.  Then suddenly he stops and all serious yet still hyper says he wants to get married right away and have kids RIGHT NOW.  There was definite shock but I said SOUNDS GREAT TO ME!  Next thing I know we are at some huge hotel with him still hopping around excited.  I was just having a blast watching him.  Then the dream shifted and Sandy was there and not happy.  The two of them were sitting at a table and suddenly she jumps up from the table upset and accidentally tips over a glass of wine towards Jared before rushing away.  His face stayed straight the whole time then out of nowhere he starts cheering because it was just a blooper for the Supernatural DVD’s.  I have no idea how that would have worked but he was so excited like a damn hyper puppy that I could not stop smiling.  Then my cat woke me up for the tenth time.  You all decide how freaky I am.

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OMG!   I just now finished Twilight and whoa!  If i didnt know for a fact that i have the next TWO books waiting upstairs i swear i'd be making a trip tomorrow night to get the next one.  I mean COME ON!  what a tease!  I'm in the best mood right now all smiling and happy.  that was a fun time!  I can not wait to see this movie!  i'm going to see it in the theater and be sure to get the DVD.  The tiny clips they have released have me practically salivating for more.

I read ALL NIGHT LONG and it was an actual REAL book.  I forgot just how bad i am at putting down a good book before i'm finished.  I had to actually force myself to stop a few minutes ago.  I think my head is going to explode but it was AWESOME.  Thanks to an answer to my question of the Twilight movie I was informed of the books that go along with it and that's what i have been reading.  The first one so far that is.  I'm overly happy to know that i have the next two waiting to go when i no doubt finish this one tomorrow night {or is that tonight}.  

I am hoping someone has these two songs because i can't seem to get Limewire to connect the last few days. 


why by avril lavigne

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Song: More Time
Artist: Needtobreathe

Hopefully those are the correct titles.  I heard them while watching some music videos and can't seem to get them out of my head.

Oyster Farmer finally came in the mail and I made sure to watch it tonight.  It was actually quite good and has my inner voice speaking like an Australian which is bizarre.  It stars Alex O'Loughlin and DID NOT SCAR ME FOR LIFE LIKE FEED DID.  The sex scene was *putsonpervehad* quite fun to watch.  Looked a hell of a lot more realistic than most movies manage.  The ending was even pretty sweet in a romantic kind of way.  Definitely worth a watch that's for sure and i know i'll end up watching it again for many reasons.  *grumbles* i want one of him all to myself.  A really cool thing was that it was filmed in Australia so the scenery was completely new to me unlike most of the stuff filmed in Canada. 

Oh and the new kitten is doing great and is a psycho-sweetheart.  I won with the name game and picked Chloe {Smallville did have something to do with it}.  It fits perfectly somehow when you look at her face.